Only Child (2)

An only child 

Imagination flourishing

Because there’s no other

Way to go 

Playing alone 

Make believe

All alone

Coming home from school

Bullies seem to persist

No brother or sister

To have your back

You continue on

Twenties are fun

But hard when things crumble

No one to help you

Push through the growing pains

Parents want to help

Parents who have siblings of their own

They don’t know 

How to be without 

That extra support 

Fumbling through

The adult years come on strong

Everything hits you

Like icy sleet

On an rainy fall evening 

Loneliness pierces 

Through the skin

To the heart

You continue to push through

Until the sun comes out

But you’re still alone

Then comes the day

You get a call

Parents need you

To be the parent now

It’s on you

You will do everything you can to

For those who loved and raised you

Constantly knowing you are alone

Parents have gone 

And you are all alone 

Family exists

Aunts, uncles, cousins 

But you are alone 

Alone in your pain

Your loss

No one can or will understand

Life will never be the same 

You are truly alone

I’m an Adult

Adulthood brings on

So much change

Childhood is gone 

Everything is strange

Bills to pay

Mother’s still directing

Not knowing what to say

Constantly deflecting 

I can do it myself 

Though it’s not expected 

Put opinions on the shelf 

Need to be respected 

Needing family there

If and when you need it

Knowing that they care

But only when it’s heeded

Emily

I want so much to feel

To see what you have seen

The life that now seem so unreal

Oh what could have been

Your words were tender

Your words were fierce

The words you would reneder

The heart you could pierce

Emily my cousin

Several times removed

We are joined by crimson

Even if unproved

Your words echo in me

Your writing in my veins

I know that you can see in me

You are what remains

-BW’24

Hope Endures

A bitter taste

Destroying beauty

People that kill

People who die

Children who wake

From gunshots outside

Families afraid to

Send their children to school

Blood soaked clothing

Of mothers whose

Sons have died in their arms

Guns in the hands

Of the innocent and nefarious

Bombs dropped

Bloodshed in the name of God

Wars for power, land, oil, greed

Mother’s without children

Babies without families

Nations without trust

Humans without Love

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Hope endures faintly