Alone

 

I have never felt so alone

I can talk to anyone

I can go out and be jovial

I want to be

A person 

Who is asked to be there

To have a good time

But I also 

Want to be one

Whose is wanted

Someone who is needed

To be at the clubs

At the bar 

To have fun

Even when I am struggling 

I need my people

People who know me

And to pull me out

Of my funk

to see that I am 

Not ok

And yet want

To others to keep me as part of their lives

Knowing I can be fun

I can experience 

and experience 

The joy it is to

Be with my people

Please don’t shut me out

I can still be fun

I’ll talk about life

Or just play games 

Don’t push me away

Because I am not perfect 

I beg of you

To keep me in your heart

In your life 

I don’t know if I can survive 

Without you

Please accept me for who I an

As I will always accept you