Drowning

Lost with no clear way out

No clear way but one

And even that is foggy

Nothing to fight for

Nothing to hold on to

I am dead weight

Stuck to the bottom

Can’t even find the air

Can’t find the surface

Can anyone pull me up

I can’t do it alone anymore

My arms are tired 

My lungs stretched to the limits

Can some one please

Throw me a life line

I know it’s a lot to ask

But I promise

I’ll be better

I’ll do better

Just help me reach the top

I need some air

I need some ground 

I can balance on

I’m tired of walking a tightrope

At the bottom of the sea